[ the vampire gasps, eyes a little wide before he drops his head to lennon's shoulder and shifts against him at lennon's touch. this... it's so so difficult to not meet the movements with his own, and his fingers curl in lennon's shirt when he whines with the heat building in his gut.
he knows arousal, of course he does, but it's been a long time since he's paid any attention to it. ]
L-Lennon, I...
[ it's such a strange feeling, to know that somehow he has this effect on lennon, enough that the other wants to keep him there with him and...??? the noises he lets out are quiet and breathy, only increasing with the squeeze and the way lennon just holds onto him. ]
[ Lennon doesn't know why Baein is letting him do this. He's starting to feel more dizzy but he pulls him against himself again, lifting his hips and moaning the other's name quietly.
He tilts his head, brushing his nose against his cheek but he's afraid to kiss him. He wants to. He wants a lot of things and he knows he shouldn't want them. He doesn't deserve them and...
Daeshim... Lennon makes a quiet noise. Usually he's not so conflicted but everything is awry, himself, baein, daeshim. ]
I want you...
[ Lennon mumbles quietly, still brushing his nose against his cheek. ]
I should... back to bed...
[ He's dizzy and so fatigued and even if he's horny sitting up is getting difficult. ]
[ baein doesn't know why he's allowing his, but whatever it is that keeps him there isn't letting go, and baein can't even protest when lennon tugs him closer or especially not when he says he wants him. the word curls into a tight coil in baein's chest. he almost feels like when he's drunk but this is more... he feels more, he's more lucid while at the same time feeling dazed.
so when lennon brushes against him, baein's soft noise turns a little desperate as he tries to both shift closer but also battle with himself about it all. lennon wants him? it's so incredibly hard to wrap his mind around that fact, though it does nothing to dispel baein's flush, now spreading on his cheeks and down to his chest. his chest where baein's ribcage constricts a little both with the knowledge that lennon isn't staying around, but also that baein... baein wants to follow but he can't do that. even like this, he's aware.
in the end, baein forces himself to pull away a little more, even though he burns on the inside from it, because he can see that lennon is so out of it he probably can't even move by himself. ]
[ Lennon wants to stay and he wants to go back to bed and the conflict is tearing at him but the knowledge that Daeshim is waiting for him, of the things Daeshim has been saying... and the fear of Dae being mad at him after he'd already accidentally sent those pictures to everyone... He keeps focused on the fact that he needs to go back to bed. He feels weak and shaky and even as Baein is slowly pulling away he's not sure how he's going to get up, let alone walk. He'd let Baein take too much and he doesn't want to let him know that...
It'd just... felt so good...
He swallows at the words and he looks at Baein, reaching to pull his face in close as his lips press briefly against the other's. He's aching. ]
Later...
[ It trails off but he hopes that Baein understands as he moves finally, pushing himself and sucking in a deep breath as the dizziness intensifies along with a wave of nausea. He closes his eyes and takes a few deep breaths as he unsteadily moves away from the couch. ]
I'm fine.
[ He tells Baein preemptively even as he moves weakly to at least get into the hallway before he loses his balance completely. it's only sheer will that gets him there, in the hall before he leans heavily against the wall and suddenly the bedroom seems so far away even though it's not. He bites back a soft whimper, horny, fatigued, nauseous and dizzy. It's a terrible combination.
[he blinks and he's awake, but he doesn't remember falling asleep. he sits up, feeling confused and still tired. his hair is even more of a mess than it normally is.
their room - lennon's, technically, but daeshim makes himself as at home in it as he has in lennon's life. but the human isn't there, and that leads to even more confusion until he remembers: bae. he was going to feed bae. he falls back on the mattress again in dramatic fashion, letting his eyes close once more.
but something is wrong. something feels wrong, and daeshim trusts his intuition enough to sit back up in a flash. a heartbeat later and he's hopped out of bed, quick steps taking him into the hallway.]
[that smile doesn't fool him, especially when daeshim can see how pale he is. especially when lennon asks to be carried such a short distance.]
What happened!
[thorns cover the walls on both sides of them, moving as quickly as daeshim does. really, he should be able to put two and two together, but he's worried and panicky, and his thoughts aren't as clear when that happens. he crouches down, no piggyback this time, to just pick him up in his arms.]
[ When Lennon sees the thorns covering the walls he doesn't answer right away. He lets the other pick him up, wrapping his arms around his neck and his head resting on his shoulder. He closes his eyes and exhales. ]
[ Lennon makes a noise of protest when the other immediately leaves after setting him on the bed. He shivers and lays down, wrapping the blanket around himself and realizing that the bedding really all needs changed out but he's too tired to deal with that household chore right now.
He nearly falls asleep while Daeshim is gone, drifting out as the world tips on axis now and then.
When Daeshim does come back, Lennon reaches for him. ]
I'm really fine... just... dizzy after feeding Baein.
[daeshim kneels next to him, placing the glass of water carefully to the side. there's a bowl of apples and strawberries in his hand, roughly cut because he was in a hurry. he holds the first bite to lennon's lips.]
This will help you feel better, but you also need rest!
[he insists again, not giving in this time. daeshim still blames himself, knows that he set the foundation for this and all that went wrong. he wipes the back of his free hand across his eyes, wiping away the heat and tears.]
It will help you with your blood sugar. I've been studying about it.
[ Lennon frowns as he stares at the other, is he crying? He exhales softly and forces himself to take the bite the other's offering. It's hard to fight against him right now anyway when his instincts are all to give into him, to submit still. ]
[he's felt so out of control of everything, his emotions, his desires. he just wants it to go away.
he says nothing to the apology at first, just feeds him another piece of apple. he should probably eat something too. how long has it been? but that's a fleeting thought at best.
when he finally speaks, he tries to keep his voice from trembling too much.]
[ the kiss takes him so off guard that baein can only make a quiet, surprised noise into it, eyes wide and staring at the other as he pulls away. lennon looks so pale and oh no... no. he took too much, he definitely did. and he hovers, frown etched into his brow as lennon pushes at him to move away.
it takes a lot for baein to untangle from lennon, and even then his worry spikes along with the heat now curling closer to his core than it did previously. ]
Lennon—
[ he's instantly shut down as lennon assures that he's fine, but baein knows it's not, that's not—
but lennon stumbles off and for a moment the vampire fights with wanting to follow or leaving him alone, because he feels so so guilty now, for doing that and for not stopping when he should have. that... and seeing lennon leave hurts in the same way it felt to move from hunter to lennon. baein just doesn't want people to leave.
so he's halfway moving to follow, but then he's reminded of the uncalled for heat vibrating under his skin, mingling with the warmth of the blood he just drank, and the vampire exhales on a quiet whimper before he flops back down on the couch. ]
[ the moment Lennon and Baein crashed together Hunter retreated more into the blankets.
For one, it felt weird to just watch them from a few inches away. And another, he could smell, feel both of them and that felt weird, too.
All of this was confusing. All of it.
He only pulled the blanket down enough to see what was going on after he felt the couch shirt and Lennon stumbled away. He briefly wonders if he could have helped him but the odds were - no.
Then there’s a heavy plop again and he turns his attention to Baein again.
It annoys him that Baein was just left there. In the state he’s in. Yeah, it annoys him. And he isn’t entirely sure why.
But he hesitates and carefully shifts out of the blankets so he can reach for the vampire, dragging him back in against him. ]
[ he's so confused and worried and flushed that baein doesn't realize it until there's arms around him from seemingly nowhere, and he goes as easily as water, curling into hunter.
and immediately feeling bad. because hunter had to witness that, and baein... baein, he... he didn't stop when he shouldn't. lennon didn't look good at all, and baein wanted to run after him but he can barely muster up the energy to move between the arousal and the heat of whatever is going on and that he just fed and... ]
He needed to... Daeshim.
[ it's a bit of a croak, and baein startles at the way his own voice sounds; a little lost and abandoned and almost painful. he's not sure why, because it was just supposed to be a feeding. nothing... more. ]
I'm sorry. Sorry you had to see that. I'm sorry I let go of you.
[ he shifts around to curl his arms around hunter and presses closer, trying to ignore how his body is pulsating with a need he definitely isn't going to attempt to entertain. ]
[ Baein doesn’t have to worry about some of that. Withdrawing from things is almost Hunters first nature at this point.
When Baein comes to him, he gathers him up instinctively; wanting to keep him warm, and safe, secure… And where Baein is all emotion right now, Hunters calm… He wraps the blanket around him again loosely and buries his fingers in the others hair trying to sooth him. ]
[ he lets out a soft noise at the suggestion, nodding against hunter's shoulder. the thought of jasper poking at all the little needy parts of him in a different way than lennon does, or hunter. ]
[ He lingers a moment longer before shifting around for his device then tucks his chin against Baeins shoulder so he can tap out a quick text to Jasper once he finds his information.
[ baein will have to thank hunter somehow later, make sure he knows how grateful he is just for hunter existing. somehow, having a person with the same face as you, in baein's case, isn't bad at all, but rather comforting. ]
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he knows arousal, of course he does, but it's been a long time since he's paid any attention to it. ]
L-Lennon, I...
[ it's such a strange feeling, to know that somehow he has this effect on lennon, enough that the other wants to keep him there with him and...??? the noises he lets out are quiet and breathy, only increasing with the squeeze and the way lennon just holds onto him. ]
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He tilts his head, brushing his nose against his cheek but he's afraid to kiss him. He wants to. He wants a lot of things and he knows he shouldn't want them. He doesn't deserve them and...
Daeshim... Lennon makes a quiet noise. Usually he's not so conflicted but everything is awry, himself, baein, daeshim. ]
I want you...
[ Lennon mumbles quietly, still brushing his nose against his cheek. ]
I should... back to bed...
[ He's dizzy and so fatigued and even if he's horny sitting up is getting difficult. ]
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so when lennon brushes against him, baein's soft noise turns a little desperate as he tries to both shift closer but also battle with himself about it all. lennon wants him? it's so incredibly hard to wrap his mind around that fact, though it does nothing to dispel baein's flush, now spreading on his cheeks and down to his chest. his chest where baein's ribcage constricts a little both with the knowledge that lennon isn't staying around, but also that baein... baein wants to follow but he can't do that. even like this, he's aware.
in the end, baein forces himself to pull away a little more, even though he burns on the inside from it, because he can see that lennon is so out of it he probably can't even move by himself. ]
Y-you should go back...
[ it's a croak, voice breathy and wavering. ]
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It'd just... felt so good...
He swallows at the words and he looks at Baein, reaching to pull his face in close as his lips press briefly against the other's. He's aching. ]
Later...
[ It trails off but he hopes that Baein understands as he moves finally, pushing himself and sucking in a deep breath as the dizziness intensifies along with a wave of nausea. He closes his eyes and takes a few deep breaths as he unsteadily moves away from the couch. ]
I'm fine.
[ He tells Baein preemptively even as he moves weakly to at least get into the hallway before he loses his balance completely. it's only sheer will that gets him there, in the hall before he leans heavily against the wall and suddenly the bedroom seems so far away even though it's not. He bites back a soft whimper, horny, fatigued, nauseous and dizzy. It's a terrible combination.
He'll just sit right here. ]
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their room - lennon's, technically, but daeshim makes himself as at home in it as he has in lennon's life. but the human isn't there, and that leads to even more confusion until he remembers: bae. he was going to feed bae. he falls back on the mattress again in dramatic fashion, letting his eyes close once more.
but something is wrong. something feels wrong, and daeshim trusts his intuition enough to sit back up in a flash. a heartbeat later and he's hopped out of bed, quick steps taking him into the hallway.]
Lennon!
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Lennon looks up at Daeshim when the other comes into the hallway. He forces a smile. ]
Hi. Carry me...?
[ Because he doesn't think he can get back up. ]
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What happened!
[thorns cover the walls on both sides of them, moving as quickly as daeshim does. really, he should be able to put two and two together, but he's worried and panicky, and his thoughts aren't as clear when that happens. he crouches down, no piggyback this time, to just pick him up in his arms.]
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Just dizzy. I'm fine.
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[this. he has done this, exhausting lennon while under this strange spell. he's worried about it more than once.
he carries him to the bed and places him down gently.]
You need water and fruit!
[and he's racing off to get some before lennon can even argue it.]
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He nearly falls asleep while Daeshim is gone, drifting out as the world tips on axis now and then.
When Daeshim does come back, Lennon reaches for him. ]
I'm really fine... just... dizzy after feeding Baein.
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[daeshim kneels next to him, placing the glass of water carefully to the side. there's a bowl of apples and strawberries in his hand, roughly cut because he was in a hurry. he holds the first bite to lennon's lips.]
This will help you feel better, but you also need rest!
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[ Lennon argues, offering far too much information really, trying to wave off the fruit. ]
I don't want to eat...
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[he insists again, not giving in this time. daeshim still blames himself, knows that he set the foundation for this and all that went wrong. he wipes the back of his free hand across his eyes, wiping away the heat and tears.]
It will help you with your blood sugar. I've been studying about it.
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Just a little...
[ He exhales softly. ]
I'm sorry.
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he says nothing to the apology at first, just feeds him another piece of apple. he should probably eat something too. how long has it been? but that's a fleeting thought at best.
when he finally speaks, he tries to keep his voice from trembling too much.]
You must not do that again.
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it takes a lot for baein to untangle from lennon, and even then his worry spikes along with the heat now curling closer to his core than it did previously. ]
Lennon—
[ he's instantly shut down as lennon assures that he's fine, but baein knows it's not, that's not—
but lennon stumbles off and for a moment the vampire fights with wanting to follow or leaving him alone, because he feels so so guilty now, for doing that and for not stopping when he should have. that... and seeing lennon leave hurts in the same way it felt to move from hunter to lennon. baein just doesn't want people to leave.
so he's halfway moving to follow, but then he's reminded of the uncalled for heat vibrating under his skin, mingling with the warmth of the blood he just drank, and the vampire exhales on a quiet whimper before he flops back down on the couch. ]
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For one, it felt weird to just watch them from a few inches away. And another, he could smell, feel both of them and that felt weird, too.
All of this was confusing. All of it.
He only pulled the blanket down enough to see what was going on after he felt the couch shirt and Lennon stumbled away. He briefly wonders if he could have helped him but the odds were - no.
Then there’s a heavy plop again and he turns his attention to Baein again.
It annoys him that Baein was just left there. In the state he’s in. Yeah, it annoys him. And he isn’t entirely sure why.
But he hesitates and carefully shifts out of the blankets so he can reach for the vampire, dragging him back in against him. ]
I’m sorry he left you like that.
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and immediately feeling bad. because hunter had to witness that, and baein... baein, he... he didn't stop when he shouldn't. lennon didn't look good at all, and baein wanted to run after him but he can barely muster up the energy to move between the arousal and the heat of whatever is going on and that he just fed and... ]
He needed to... Daeshim.
[ it's a bit of a croak, and baein startles at the way his own voice sounds; a little lost and abandoned and almost painful. he's not sure why, because it was just supposed to be a feeding. nothing... more. ]
I'm sorry. Sorry you had to see that. I'm sorry I let go of you.
[ he shifts around to curl his arms around hunter and presses closer, trying to ignore how his body is pulsating with a need he definitely isn't going to attempt to entertain. ]
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When Baein comes to him, he gathers him up instinctively; wanting to keep him warm, and safe, secure… And where Baein is all emotion right now, Hunters calm… He wraps the blanket around him again loosely and buries his fingers in the others hair trying to sooth him. ]
Do you want me to call Jasper…?
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What about you? Are you okay?
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[ He lingers a moment longer before shifting around for his device then tucks his chin against Baeins shoulder so he can tap out a quick text to Jasper once he finds his information.
It’s brief and to the point: Baein needs you. ]
Done.
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[ baein tucks himself closer, still vibrating a little from both his worry and everything... else. ]
Thank you...
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[ dropping the device somewhere he just gently rubs Baeins back and closes his eyes.
When Jasper finally comes, he’ll just go home. Well. It isn’t home but it’s close enough, he guesses. ]
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I'll worry, because I care.
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He just makes a ‘shy’ sound and continues to rub the others back.
The effect this place is having, is conflicting with the way his brain works and it’s making him tired. He just wants to sleep.
He swallows and tucks his chin so he can press his eyes to the others shoulder instead. ]
Once this is over it’ll be okay.
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