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[privatechat]

No. Not really. Why?

[faeshim]

What if we were... [what was the word again] soulmates. Does that change it?

[privatechat]

[ Lennon actually has to think about it. ]

Honestly, I don’t think so. Like, thousands of people have seen my penis and it doesn’t mean anything.

[ after he says it, he tries to remember if he’s told the other what he had been doing for a living… ]

[faeshim]

This is what I thought too.

[that is a lot of people. remind him to come back to that.]

Apparently you're supposed to hide it. And feel ashamed.

[privatechat]

A lot of people think like that. They’re usually the same people that desperately want to see people naked.

Shame is a waste of energy, though.

[faeshim]

I don't get it.

[the list keeps growing, enough that it's starting to bother him.]

Never felt this confused in the forest.

[privatechat]

There weren't a lot of people in the forest.

[faeshim]

[not a lot, no.]

Is yours special?

[privatechat]

What?

[faeshim]

You said thousands of people have seen yours. Is it special?

[privatechat]

Oh!

[ God. So he definitely didn't tell him what he did. ]

It's not really special but... I take my clothes off and touch myself and stuff like that for people to watch for money.

[faeshim]

Hmm...

I understand that!

[privatechat]

Really?

[faeshim]

Yes. I understand why people want to watch you do that. I'd watch too.

[privatechat]

I could. For you. We even have all these toys now.

[faeshim]

[it takes him a few moments to answer. he gets distracted thinking about lennon and how lennon makes him feel.]

I want to.

[privatechat]

Then I'll do it for you.

[faeshim]

I want to do something for you in return.

[fae custom practically demands it, but daeshim doesn't feel that way about it.]

[privatechat]

What do you want to do?

[faeshim]

[he starts to fidget, look away. daeshim isn't shy in the moment, but he never really learned how to communicate some things.]

Us.

[privatechat]

Us? What...do you mean?

[ Lennon watches him even though it would have been easier for him to look away too. He bites at his lip, pushing his hair back behind his ear. ]

[faeshim]

I mean we can do everything you want. We want.

[privatechat]

[ God the use of we is really weird to him but...he did start it didn't he? He looks down, pressing his thumb against his bottom lip. ]

Seriously?

[faeshim]

Yes.

[he doesn't know how to tease. he doesn't even lie, technically, though he does play with words sometimes. that's just a fae thing.]

[privatechat]

[ Lennon looks at him, studying him through the screen. ]

Why now?