[ He pauses for a moment and then shifts, moving to set the device on his nightstand propped up so that it would give the other a view of him as he scooted back on the bed some, leaning on one hand. ]
Do... you want me to put on a show for you right now? Like what I do at home?
[ Doing it like this, with Daeshim, it's different than his streams. There's a confusion inside of Lennon when it comes to the fae and well he doesn't want to think too much on it but it's there in the back of his mind as his fingers lightly tease at the edge of his t-shirt. ]
Like, if you want me to touch myself a certain way or... get in a different position... use a toy...
[ he agrees, and it's weird, someone being proactive about thinking about his comfort, the things he wouldn't like -- not pressuring him to push his boundaries and things like that instead.
There's a short peal of laughter and he sighs as he pulls the shirt up further. He kind of finds himself wanting to feel Daeshim's hands, his lips on his body instead of his own hand. Stupid. ]
Yeah? I like it when you touch it.
[ What's weirder still is when he says things like this and it's true. He pulls up his shirt a bit quicker so he can get to his nipples. His lips part, exhaling as his thumb brushes over one nipple, rubbing it lightly. ]
Mm... I like... teeth here.
[ He pinches the skin, allowing a hitch in his breath to be audible. ]
[and there's a note of longing in his voice. a lot he hasn't tasted too, because daeshim's hands and mouth like to get in on the act equally. he could leave lots of pretty marks blooming on him like flowers, if lennon will let him.
his breath catches too, and then he smiles, because he's learned one of his sensitive spots now and he will remember.]
More... [he moves, shifts to sit on his knees as he's watching.] Take it off. Touch yourself through your pants. Pretend - pretend it's me.
[ There's too much that Daeshim hasn't touched yet, Lennon thinks and then he chides himself for thinking it. He's not supposed to want this weird fae the way he is. Still, he does despite his best efforts (which is no effort at all really). ]
So impatient.
[ Lennon teases him but it excites him and he pulls off his shirt the rest of the way, tossing it aside. he doesn't go right for his pants, though. His head lulls to the side and he closes his eyes as his hand smoothes over his neck and slowly down his body, teasing at the nipple briefly again and mewling in pleasure, then lowering his hand to spread over his stomach. His thumb grazes against the dip of his navel and he shivers. Maybe just giving the other hints to erogenous zones to explore later.
But he doesn't linger too much, letting fingertips graze the top of his pants and he wants to slip his hand inside but that's not what Daeshim had asked for. He puffs out a breath and his hand slides over himself. There's too much fabric between his palm and his hardening length but he still sighs. His eyes close as he does, in fact, imagine it's Daeshim's hand.
His hand rubs through his pants, lips parted as he keeps his eyes closed. He doesn't try to hide the pleasure he's feeling, the way he presses up into his own hand. ]
[he knows it's true. he's heard it before, teased for wanting to jump right into things when the focus was still on foreplay. but he can pull himself back into patience too, making a soft sound before setting back into the show. every movement is given his utmost attention, details noticed and committed to memory.
he's chewing on his bottom lip by the time lennon's hand reaches his lap. the fae would swear that he can see him hardening beneath the fabric, a growing bulge that presses against his jeans and wants to be free. he lets him work himself for a few moments more before his next request.]
Open your eyes. Look at me. [he looks up to look into them through the video.] This is where I'd pull you into my lap, so you could see it for yourself. See that I feel the same way too.
[and also feel it, pressing against him, grinding with every rock of his hips.]
And the first time you come for me, I'm going to do it by just touching you. Would you like that too?
[ Even with his eyes closed, it's like Lennon can still feel Daeshim's eyes on him. They're not even in the same room and it's still an intense feeling when the fae looks at him. It's that, it's thinking about the other's hands and mouth on him that has him getting hard so fast.
He doesn't want to open his eyes. There's something unexpectedly intimate about this that he's still grappling with but... he does. He looks at Daeshim, swallowing heavily as he listens to the simplicity of his desires. He had not expected at all to be so affected, so easily affected. He rolls his hips into his hand, moaning quietly but really it's less from that and more from the way Daeshim's voice alone turns him on, not to mention the intensity of his look.
Daeshim had really flipped the tables on him and he felt out of control of the thing he himself had initiated moments ago. And he flounders a bit ]
[he nods softly. daeshim hasn't really got the concept that this is supposed to be a show. he believes every reaction, every fluttering of lennon's eyelashes. the soft moan from the human's lips has his breath catching again. he wants... he really wishes... it's there in his eyes if lennon looks at him long enough, a soft hunger.]
Do you turn all boneless then? Relaxed? You could lie back while I just kept kissing all over you until you were ready again. Slip my tongue into places that would make you moan some more. Or you could just rest against me. I would hold you and play with your hair. You have soft hair.
[daeshim doesn't know which he would like more; he hopes he gets the chance to do both.]
Whenever you ready...I wanna see.
[the exact shape of him, the size. daeshim wants to see all of this without expectation.]
[ Somehow, Lennon's forgetting a bit that it's supposed to be a show too. He would usually be good at reining it in, finding control again but he's not even trying to do that right now. He's letting this be more real and every reaction is real.
His breathing is uneven and right now, he wishes that Daeshim was right there to touch him right now. He considers asking for that. He considers it but it's a step too far to be the one to make that move right now. Instead, he'll bask in it, the questions, the sound of Daeshim's voice.
As he thinks about his tongue on him he squeezes himself and moans and his eyes squeeze shut for a moment.
Taking a deep breath he tries to concentrate, opening his eyes again and there's less showmanship this time as both of his hands move to quickly work open his jeans and push them and his underwear down his thighs. He kicks them away and shifts onto his knees, thighs parted some. Thin fingers wrap around his length again. It's not particularly impressive. The comments he gets on his dick most often are 'cute' and he doesn't mind that. He strokes himself, biting his lip and looking at Daeshim eyes only half open. ]
[he doesn't even have to think about it. he likes lennon, so he likes his body. he wants to smile for how quickly the human moved, how he seemed to be as impatient as daeshim is now. but he kind of gets lost in what he sees.
not just his length, his eyes wander to other parts of the human too. his thighs, more of that pretty smooth skin. he wants to sink his teeth in there too, along the inside - gentle and followed by kisses. daeshim watches him for a few seconds, breath held, one hand finally sliding over to press against.]
I bet you taste good. I might not be able to take all of you in my mouth, but I could try. Could swallow you down once you spilled too.
[and he would, until tears gathered in the corners of his eyes and he almost choked.] he would love the taste of him, he knows it.
That would just leave one more...three is a good number, you should come three times. Oh! [ his eyes get suddenly brigher. he's figured it out!] When I'm inside you. You'll come then too.
[ Maybe it's like this if someone you like is the one that's interacting with you. Maybe this is what it's like when that person actually seems to like you for you and your body is an added bonus -- not the whole point. Never mind the fact Lennon would deny that he likes Daeshim like that -- but... the way the other looks at him? It's hard to keep fighting the way it makes him feel. ]
Fuck.
[ Lennon's fingers stroke his dick and his eyes close and he can just imagine it, the warm wetness of the other's mouth, the way he eagerly would suck him until he came. ]
Maybe you should just come here now and let me climb in your lap.
[ Lennon says suddenly, flustered as he opens his eyes again. Because now he wants that. He wants to let Daeshim take him apart that way. ]
[daeshim blinks. but the suggestion shouldn't be that much of a surprise, should it? and it's quick to discover that there's no resistance in his heart, much less his body. especially when the human looks at him that way...honest and wanting and maybe just a little bit vulnurable, like he's not entirely sure what the fae's answer will be.
fair. that's fair. they don't always understand each other, but maybe they do where it counts.]
Can you stop touching yourself? [daeshim's already moving to stand.] You should wait until I get there! I won't take long!
[ And a part of him isn't sure what the answer is, isn't sure if he'll be told that Daeshim wants to wait... Lennon doesn't want to wait anymore. And if he waits too long maybe he won't be able to be this open, somehow Daeshim had found a crack and had wiggled through and as much as there's a lot Lennon won't admit even to himself -- he doesn't want to close that crack in his walls. Not to Daeshim.
It's complicated and it's probably going to blow up in his face eventually but for now... for now he manages a sound of agreement and lets go of his length. ]
[hurry. yes, daeshim tells himself this too. it feels important, the trust between them still too fragile. he must hurry.
so he is nearly out of breath when he does arrive, with color high on his cheeks - to be fair, some of that from thinking about lennon with every step, recalling the sight of him on the bed. when daeshim sees him with his own eyes, his knees feel like they're about to go out. but he hastens over to the bed, never looking away from the other's eyes as he crawls onto it.]
I'm here. [in case lennon somehow went blind and missed him coming through the door. daeshim lets his gaze dip then, taking the human's hands as he looks down his body.] Pretty skin..
[one of his hands lifts to drag up, taking the exact same path that lennon's did earlier.]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
no subject
[ Nevermind that he wants to see what Daeshim is like too. ]
no subject
no subject
no subject
I've learned about roleplaying!
no subject
[ Lennon laughs. ]
I'd be a really, really inappropriate teacher.
no subject
no subject
[ He pauses for a moment and then shifts, moving to set the device on his nightstand propped up so that it would give the other a view of him as he scooted back on the bed some, leaning on one hand. ]
Do... you want me to put on a show for you right now? Like what I do at home?
no subject
[it's a simple answer, but there's a breathless note to it, and a little more color to his skin. he's definitely curious and eager to see.]
no subject
[ Doing it like this, with Daeshim, it's different than his streams. There's a confusion inside of Lennon when it comes to the fae and well he doesn't want to think too much on it but it's there in the back of his mind as his fingers lightly tease at the edge of his t-shirt. ]
Like, if you want me to touch myself a certain way or... get in a different position... use a toy...
no subject
[he frowns lightly at the thought of that, his gaze dropping to lennon's fingers.]
no subject
[ He’s dragging the shirt up slowly, letting his fingers brush over his skin in the process. ]
If you want me to tell you that I don’t like something if that comes up I can.
no subject
[daeshim relaxes at that.]
Tell me if you don't-
[he trails off there, engrossed in the show instead. lennon knows what he was going to say.]
You have pretty skin.
no subject
[ he agrees, and it's weird, someone being proactive about thinking about his comfort, the things he wouldn't like -- not pressuring him to push his boundaries and things like that instead.
There's a short peal of laughter and he sighs as he pulls the shirt up further. He kind of finds himself wanting to feel Daeshim's hands, his lips on his body instead of his own hand. Stupid. ]
Yeah? I like it when you touch it.
[ What's weirder still is when he says things like this and it's true. He pulls up his shirt a bit quicker so he can get to his nipples. His lips part, exhaling as his thumb brushes over one nipple, rubbing it lightly. ]
Mm... I like... teeth here.
[ He pinches the skin, allowing a hitch in his breath to be audible. ]
no subject
[and there's a note of longing in his voice. a lot he hasn't tasted too, because daeshim's hands and mouth like to get in on the act equally. he could leave lots of pretty marks blooming on him like flowers, if lennon will let him.
his breath catches too, and then he smiles, because he's learned one of his sensitive spots now and he will remember.]
More... [he moves, shifts to sit on his knees as he's watching.] Take it off. Touch yourself through your pants. Pretend - pretend it's me.
no subject
So impatient.
[ Lennon teases him but it excites him and he pulls off his shirt the rest of the way, tossing it aside. he doesn't go right for his pants, though. His head lulls to the side and he closes his eyes as his hand smoothes over his neck and slowly down his body, teasing at the nipple briefly again and mewling in pleasure, then lowering his hand to spread over his stomach. His thumb grazes against the dip of his navel and he shivers. Maybe just giving the other hints to erogenous zones to explore later.
But he doesn't linger too much, letting fingertips graze the top of his pants and he wants to slip his hand inside but that's not what Daeshim had asked for. He puffs out a breath and his hand slides over himself. There's too much fabric between his palm and his hardening length but he still sighs. His eyes close as he does, in fact, imagine it's Daeshim's hand.
His hand rubs through his pants, lips parted as he keeps his eyes closed. He doesn't try to hide the pleasure he's feeling, the way he presses up into his own hand. ]
no subject
he's chewing on his bottom lip by the time lennon's hand reaches his lap. the fae would swear that he can see him hardening beneath the fabric, a growing bulge that presses against his jeans and wants to be free. he lets him work himself for a few moments more before his next request.]
Open your eyes. Look at me. [he looks up to look into them through the video.] This is where I'd pull you into my lap, so you could see it for yourself. See that I feel the same way too.
[and also feel it, pressing against him, grinding with every rock of his hips.]
And the first time you come for me, I'm going to do it by just touching you. Would you like that too?
no subject
He doesn't want to open his eyes. There's something unexpectedly intimate about this that he's still grappling with but... he does. He looks at Daeshim, swallowing heavily as he listens to the simplicity of his desires. He had not expected at all to be so affected, so easily affected. He rolls his hips into his hand, moaning quietly but really it's less from that and more from the way Daeshim's voice alone turns him on, not to mention the intensity of his look.
Daeshim had really flipped the tables on him and he felt out of control of the thing he himself had initiated moments ago. And he flounders a bit ]
Yeah. I'd really like that...
On your lap?
no subject
[he nods softly. daeshim hasn't really got the concept that this is supposed to be a show. he believes every reaction, every fluttering of lennon's eyelashes. the soft moan from the human's lips has his breath catching again. he wants... he really wishes... it's there in his eyes if lennon looks at him long enough, a soft hunger.]
Do you turn all boneless then? Relaxed? You could lie back while I just kept kissing all over you until you were ready again. Slip my tongue into places that would make you moan some more. Or you could just rest against me. I would hold you and play with your hair. You have soft hair.
[daeshim doesn't know which he would like more; he hopes he gets the chance to do both.]
Whenever you ready...I wanna see.
[the exact shape of him, the size. daeshim wants to see all of this without expectation.]
no subject
His breathing is uneven and right now, he wishes that Daeshim was right there to touch him right now. He considers asking for that. He considers it but it's a step too far to be the one to make that move right now. Instead, he'll bask in it, the questions, the sound of Daeshim's voice.
As he thinks about his tongue on him he squeezes himself and moans and his eyes squeeze shut for a moment.
Taking a deep breath he tries to concentrate, opening his eyes again and there's less showmanship this time as both of his hands move to quickly work open his jeans and push them and his underwear down his thighs. He kicks them away and shifts onto his knees, thighs parted some. Thin fingers wrap around his length again. It's not particularly impressive. The comments he gets on his dick most often are 'cute' and he doesn't mind that. He strokes himself, biting his lip and looking at Daeshim eyes only half open. ]
Do you like it?
no subject
[he doesn't even have to think about it. he likes lennon, so he likes his body. he wants to smile for how quickly the human moved, how he seemed to be as impatient as daeshim is now. but he kind of gets lost in what he sees.
not just his length, his eyes wander to other parts of the human too. his thighs, more of that pretty smooth skin. he wants to sink his teeth in there too, along the inside - gentle and followed by kisses. daeshim watches him for a few seconds, breath held, one hand finally sliding over to press against.]
I bet you taste good. I might not be able to take all of you in my mouth, but I could try. Could swallow you down once you spilled too.
[and he would, until tears gathered in the corners of his eyes and he almost choked.] he would love the taste of him, he knows it.
That would just leave one more...three is a good number, you should come three times. Oh! [ his eyes get suddenly brigher. he's figured it out!] When I'm inside you. You'll come then too.
no subject
Fuck.
[ Lennon's fingers stroke his dick and his eyes close and he can just imagine it, the warm wetness of the other's mouth, the way he eagerly would suck him until he came. ]
Maybe you should just come here now and let me climb in your lap.
[ Lennon says suddenly, flustered as he opens his eyes again. Because now he wants that. He wants to let Daeshim take him apart that way. ]
no subject
fair. that's fair. they don't always understand each other, but maybe they do where it counts.]
Can you stop touching yourself? [daeshim's already moving to stand.] You should wait until I get there! I won't take long!
no subject
It's complicated and it's probably going to blow up in his face eventually but for now... for now he manages a sound of agreement and lets go of his length. ]
Hurry up.
no subject
so he is nearly out of breath when he does arrive, with color high on his cheeks - to be fair, some of that from thinking about lennon with every step, recalling the sight of him on the bed. when daeshim sees him with his own eyes, his knees feel like they're about to go out. but he hastens over to the bed, never looking away from the other's eyes as he crawls onto it.]
I'm here. [in case lennon somehow went blind and missed him coming through the door. daeshim lets his gaze dip then, taking the human's hands as he looks down his body.] Pretty skin..
[one of his hands lifts to drag up, taking the exact same path that lennon's did earlier.]
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)