[he tilts his head to the side. lennon has cradled him as a mushroom for no less than three days, he's seen it for himself. and even that is harder than what the other is thinking about.
it still takes him a minute or two to understand the reason for the other's awkwardness, what he's really saying.]
Oh! Then it would be you bringing me two cups of tea.
[just kidding. daeshim would still want to bring him hot chocolate.]
[daeshim reaches out, cupping lennon's face between his hands. it's hard to tell what he's thinking, or what his response might be despite everything. he has his most serious resting b face on - resting blank face, that is.]
Yes.
[there's more, but that's the most important part. so he's going to let it sink in first.]
[ Lennon meets the other's eyes when the other holds his face. His heart is racing in his chest and why is he so nervous. This is stupid. Really stupid... but then again, if he's being kinder to himself he really had just revealed one of his most secret wishes, one of the things he really didn't think he could have or deserved.
He nods at the answer and smiles, studying the other as the word settles on him more. Just Daeshim wanting that with him means more than he could say. ]
[a smile appears on his lips too. he doesn't know how much it means to him, but he also does. he remembers lennon's reaction, and it's one of the first things that he wanted to talk to him about. of course it's meaningful.]
We must make sure that we can stay together. Here, or the Ruinwood. As long as you're not returned to your world, we'll be fine.
[ Lennon says and he doesn't know how to control it but he'll find a way. Daeshim will find a way. He swallows heavily and his arms wrap around the other's shoulders as he presses a kiss to his lips. ]
I love you.
[ He whispers, the other hard thing he needed to say. ]
[magic is what he does, what he is. even with this world's strange magic, if there's a way he will find it. the spirite of the ruinwood will help him. he kisses him back, lips curving against lennon's in another one of his short-lived smiles.]
[ Lennon had known that Daeshim knew. He'd been able to understand Lennon's language maybe longer than Lennon had really understood it. He tightens his arms and it's a relief to hear it echoed back to him. ]
It's hard for me to say but... I was scared I'd never get to say it to you.
[daeshim's voice is soft and sincere. because he knows that it's not easy for lennon to say, and it is so nice to hear it. it makes his entire body feel warm.
what he says next is also sincere, it's just. daeshim is his own content warning.]
[ Lennon smiles and he feels understood and so loved. He's basking in the moment before blinking and then he can't help but laugh as he buries his face in the other's shoulder. ]
[that lennon is romantic, not his- well that too, probably. daeshim starts to giggle immediately after, though it's unclear if he has an ounce of self-awareness or if he's just laughing because lennon is.]
[maybe they did without him actually showing them. years of being with him in the forest might've led them to understand just how fluid fae can be. fluid enough that daeshim didn't think it worth mentioning.]
Tickles.
[the nuzzling. it's not a complaint, he likes it.]
[he never gave it much thought, and he isn't at that moment either, choosing to focus on the feeling of lennon's lips, the happy curve of them against his skin followed by a kiss.
Yeah. I haven't had sex with a lot of women but... I liked it when I have.
[ And he's trying not to think about sex too much because he's trying not to just jump Daeshim's bones even if a depressed several days without sex leaves him wanting sexual intimacy he wants to give Daeshim the cuddles and kisses he knows the other wants. ]
It's wet... and soft...
[ There's some nips mixed in with the kisses now. ]
[he hums, maybe from the little nips. or quite possibly because he's thinking. he just assumed it was pretty much the same - something goes into somewhere else. good feelings. orgasms. etc.]
You were good with me as I am. I'm sure you'll be amazing then too.
[but if lennon walks into the room in a couple of days and daeshim is...exploring himself, this is the moment that he thought entered his purple head.]
[even if it was his own fault. even if daeshim could hear the sound of his voice, feel the warmth of his body, even he would admit that it wasn't the same.
the fae just rests against him like that for a few moments, until a mischievous smile crosses his lips.]
You should fuck me.
[because he knows. and because this is no one-sided love.]
[ Lennon is happy to have been missed and he's still a bit mad, still hurt but talking has made it a lot better. He nuzzles the other and he's contenting himself with the cuddling, the kisses here and there, and the desire for more suppressed in favor of focusing on Daeshim.
He's shocked by the other's sudden statement and pulls back to look at him. ]
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[he tilts his head to the side. lennon has cradled him as a mushroom for no less than three days, he's seen it for himself. and even that is harder than what the other is thinking about.
it still takes him a minute or two to understand the reason for the other's awkwardness, what he's really saying.]
Oh! Then it would be you bringing me two cups of tea.
[just kidding. daeshim would still want to bring him hot chocolate.]
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But... does that mean you'd want to...? With me?
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Yes.
[there's more, but that's the most important part. so he's going to let it sink in first.]
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He nods at the answer and smiles, studying the other as the word settles on him more. Just Daeshim wanting that with him means more than he could say. ]
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We must make sure that we can stay together. Here, or the Ruinwood. As long as you're not returned to your world, we'll be fine.
[family shouldn't be ripped apart.]
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[ Lennon says and he doesn't know how to control it but he'll find a way. Daeshim will find a way. He swallows heavily and his arms wrap around the other's shoulders as he presses a kiss to his lips. ]
I love you.
[ He whispers, the other hard thing he needed to say. ]
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I know.
[...bitch, you are not han solo, you'd better-]
I love you too.
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It's hard for me to say but... I was scared I'd never get to say it to you.
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[daeshim's voice is soft and sincere. because he knows that it's not easy for lennon to say, and it is so nice to hear it. it makes his entire body feel warm.
what he says next is also sincere, it's just. daeshim is his own content warning.]
Especially before you saw my vagina.
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Yes, I'm romantic like that.
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[that lennon is romantic, not his- well that too, probably. daeshim starts to giggle immediately after, though it's unclear if he has an ounce of self-awareness or if he's just laughing because lennon is.]
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You make me so happy, Dae.
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[his laughter tapers off into a sigh as he just rests against him. there's no hurry to do anything else.]
You deserve to be happy.
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[ Lennon murmurs as he hugs him close nuzzling the curve of his neck. ]
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[daeshim tries to nod without disturbing the other too much.]
It is amazing. I've never used it like that before.
[it was mostly when he was a younger fae, whenever the mood struck him.]
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[ Lennon asks, nuzzling some more and he just enjoys being close again after so long. ]
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[maybe they did without him actually showing them. years of being with him in the forest might've led them to understand just how fluid fae can be. fluid enough that daeshim didn't think it worth mentioning.]
Tickles.
[the nuzzling. it's not a complaint, he likes it.]
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[ Lennon smiles against his neck and he nuzzles a little more before pressing a kiss to the spot he'd been nuzzling. ]
So... I'll be the first.
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[he never gave it much thought, and he isn't at that moment either, choosing to focus on the feeling of lennon's lips, the happy curve of them against his skin followed by a kiss.
after that, he does.]
Is it much different?
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[ And he's trying not to think about sex too much because he's trying not to just jump Daeshim's bones even if a depressed several days without sex leaves him wanting sexual intimacy he wants to give Daeshim the cuddles and kisses he knows the other wants. ]
It's wet... and soft...
[ There's some nips mixed in with the kisses now. ]
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[he hums, maybe from the little nips. or quite possibly because he's thinking. he just assumed it was pretty much the same - something goes into somewhere else. good feelings. orgasms. etc.]
You were good with me as I am. I'm sure you'll be amazing then too.
[but if lennon walks into the room in a couple of days and daeshim is...exploring himself, this is the moment that he thought entered his purple head.]
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He nuzzles and pulls his head back finally to look at him. He presses their foreheads against one another. ]
I missed you so much...
[ He sighs. ]
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[even if it was his own fault. even if daeshim could hear the sound of his voice, feel the warmth of his body, even he would admit that it wasn't the same.
the fae just rests against him like that for a few moments, until a mischievous smile crosses his lips.]
You should fuck me.
[because he knows. and because this is no one-sided love.]
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He's shocked by the other's sudden statement and pulls back to look at him. ]
Don't you want to cuddle?
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[he tilts his head at him.]
You can cuddle me after. It's a very common thing.
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