[magic is what he does, what he is. even with this world's strange magic, if there's a way he will find it. the spirite of the ruinwood will help him. he kisses him back, lips curving against lennon's in another one of his short-lived smiles.]
[ Lennon had known that Daeshim knew. He'd been able to understand Lennon's language maybe longer than Lennon had really understood it. He tightens his arms and it's a relief to hear it echoed back to him. ]
It's hard for me to say but... I was scared I'd never get to say it to you.
[daeshim's voice is soft and sincere. because he knows that it's not easy for lennon to say, and it is so nice to hear it. it makes his entire body feel warm.
what he says next is also sincere, it's just. daeshim is his own content warning.]
[ Lennon smiles and he feels understood and so loved. He's basking in the moment before blinking and then he can't help but laugh as he buries his face in the other's shoulder. ]
[that lennon is romantic, not his- well that too, probably. daeshim starts to giggle immediately after, though it's unclear if he has an ounce of self-awareness or if he's just laughing because lennon is.]
[maybe they did without him actually showing them. years of being with him in the forest might've led them to understand just how fluid fae can be. fluid enough that daeshim didn't think it worth mentioning.]
Tickles.
[the nuzzling. it's not a complaint, he likes it.]
[he never gave it much thought, and he isn't at that moment either, choosing to focus on the feeling of lennon's lips, the happy curve of them against his skin followed by a kiss.
Yeah. I haven't had sex with a lot of women but... I liked it when I have.
[ And he's trying not to think about sex too much because he's trying not to just jump Daeshim's bones even if a depressed several days without sex leaves him wanting sexual intimacy he wants to give Daeshim the cuddles and kisses he knows the other wants. ]
It's wet... and soft...
[ There's some nips mixed in with the kisses now. ]
[he hums, maybe from the little nips. or quite possibly because he's thinking. he just assumed it was pretty much the same - something goes into somewhere else. good feelings. orgasms. etc.]
You were good with me as I am. I'm sure you'll be amazing then too.
[but if lennon walks into the room in a couple of days and daeshim is...exploring himself, this is the moment that he thought entered his purple head.]
[even if it was his own fault. even if daeshim could hear the sound of his voice, feel the warmth of his body, even he would admit that it wasn't the same.
the fae just rests against him like that for a few moments, until a mischievous smile crosses his lips.]
You should fuck me.
[because he knows. and because this is no one-sided love.]
[ Lennon is happy to have been missed and he's still a bit mad, still hurt but talking has made it a lot better. He nuzzles the other and he's contenting himself with the cuddling, the kisses here and there, and the desire for more suppressed in favor of focusing on Daeshim.
He's shocked by the other's sudden statement and pulls back to look at him. ]
[daeshim smiles, the last thing that he lets lennon see before he covers the other's eyes with his hand. it's only for a few seconds. long enough.]
We should practice.
[his voice only changes a little. his face too, though both are softer by the time dae takes his hand away again. it's mostly noticeable when the eyes lower. there are small curves where there were none before, and a smoothness between the fae's legs.]
[daeshim shifts nervously as he kneels on the bed. lennon's eyes are uncovered now, he can see everything, and the fae wonders what he's thinking as he looks down. dae looks down too, worried that these aren't big enough, or this isn't soft enough. worries that this body is too androgynous to be desired.]
It's...been a long time.
[and there was no one to see him then. no one that daeshim wanted to like what they saw.]
[ Lennon finally smiles when the shock starts to wear off. His hand moving up from Daeshim's thigh to his hip. He shifts closer and presses a soft and chaste kiss to the other's lips. ]
You're perfect like this too.
[ Lennon says quietly, and he's almost afraid to touch like if he does he'll disturb an illusion and it'll fade away. His hands raise gently over the swell of breasts the other has. It doesn't matter their size, his thumbs brushing over the nipples. ]
Dae, you're... sure about all of this...? With me?
[daeshim lifts his eyes again after lennon kisses him. the touch of his lips, the way his hand moves, it feels almost reverent. suddenly he's not so worried.
a soft gasp escapes when the human brushes over his nipples. they're definitely more sensitive like this, budding under his touch and igniting a little more warmth below.]
My acorns are too far away to nut you right now.
[yep, definitely still the same fae, with fondness in his voice and in the shine of his eyes.]
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I know.
[...bitch, you are not han solo, you'd better-]
I love you too.
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It's hard for me to say but... I was scared I'd never get to say it to you.
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[daeshim's voice is soft and sincere. because he knows that it's not easy for lennon to say, and it is so nice to hear it. it makes his entire body feel warm.
what he says next is also sincere, it's just. daeshim is his own content warning.]
Especially before you saw my vagina.
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Yes, I'm romantic like that.
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[that lennon is romantic, not his- well that too, probably. daeshim starts to giggle immediately after, though it's unclear if he has an ounce of self-awareness or if he's just laughing because lennon is.]
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You make me so happy, Dae.
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[his laughter tapers off into a sigh as he just rests against him. there's no hurry to do anything else.]
You deserve to be happy.
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[ Lennon murmurs as he hugs him close nuzzling the curve of his neck. ]
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[daeshim tries to nod without disturbing the other too much.]
It is amazing. I've never used it like that before.
[it was mostly when he was a younger fae, whenever the mood struck him.]
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[ Lennon asks, nuzzling some more and he just enjoys being close again after so long. ]
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[maybe they did without him actually showing them. years of being with him in the forest might've led them to understand just how fluid fae can be. fluid enough that daeshim didn't think it worth mentioning.]
Tickles.
[the nuzzling. it's not a complaint, he likes it.]
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[ Lennon smiles against his neck and he nuzzles a little more before pressing a kiss to the spot he'd been nuzzling. ]
So... I'll be the first.
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[he never gave it much thought, and he isn't at that moment either, choosing to focus on the feeling of lennon's lips, the happy curve of them against his skin followed by a kiss.
after that, he does.]
Is it much different?
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[ And he's trying not to think about sex too much because he's trying not to just jump Daeshim's bones even if a depressed several days without sex leaves him wanting sexual intimacy he wants to give Daeshim the cuddles and kisses he knows the other wants. ]
It's wet... and soft...
[ There's some nips mixed in with the kisses now. ]
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[he hums, maybe from the little nips. or quite possibly because he's thinking. he just assumed it was pretty much the same - something goes into somewhere else. good feelings. orgasms. etc.]
You were good with me as I am. I'm sure you'll be amazing then too.
[but if lennon walks into the room in a couple of days and daeshim is...exploring himself, this is the moment that he thought entered his purple head.]
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He nuzzles and pulls his head back finally to look at him. He presses their foreheads against one another. ]
I missed you so much...
[ He sighs. ]
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[even if it was his own fault. even if daeshim could hear the sound of his voice, feel the warmth of his body, even he would admit that it wasn't the same.
the fae just rests against him like that for a few moments, until a mischievous smile crosses his lips.]
You should fuck me.
[because he knows. and because this is no one-sided love.]
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He's shocked by the other's sudden statement and pulls back to look at him. ]
Don't you want to cuddle?
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[he tilts his head at him.]
You can cuddle me after. It's a very common thing.
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So you want me to fuck you again?
[ He hums, tilting his head and pressing his lips to the other's jaw. ]
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[daeshim smiles, the last thing that he lets lennon see before he covers the other's eyes with his hand. it's only for a few seconds. long enough.]
We should practice.
[his voice only changes a little. his face too, though both are softer by the time dae takes his hand away again. it's mostly noticeable when the eyes lower. there are small curves where there were none before, and a smoothness between the fae's legs.]
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[ Lennon's confused as the other covers his eyes, long enough for him to be confused about it but then...
He blinks, mouth hanging open a little as he stares at Daeshim, eyes moving downward and just staring. ]
Oh.
[ It's a little beyond him how in the world this is possible. He reaches out, his hand caressing over one of the fae's thighs, biting his lip. ]
Wow, okay.
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It's...been a long time.
[and there was no one to see him then. no one that daeshim wanted to like what they saw.]
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You're perfect like this too.
[ Lennon says quietly, and he's almost afraid to touch like if he does he'll disturb an illusion and it'll fade away. His hands raise gently over the swell of breasts the other has. It doesn't matter their size, his thumbs brushing over the nipples. ]
Dae, you're... sure about all of this...? With me?
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a soft gasp escapes when the human brushes over his nipples. they're definitely more sensitive like this, budding under his touch and igniting a little more warmth below.]
My acorns are too far away to nut you right now.
[yep, definitely still the same fae, with fondness in his voice and in the shine of his eyes.]
I'm sure. With you of all people, I'm sure.
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