Can you really blame me for having trouble with this?
[ Lennon laughs and he leans back in his seat and stares at the glass and the wine that is all probably worth more than most shit that he owns put together. He doesn't say anything about it, though. He'll enjoy the luxury. ]
If you had asked me that a year ago, my answer would have been an emphatic 'no'.
Now... I guess he's been worrying about me for the past nine years now, so it's not like he can just stop, and while I thought I was doing ok considering my circumstances, it turns out I don't have healthy coping mechanisms.
[A not towards the wine bottle and he starts sipping at his own glass.]
It's kind of difficult to have someone in your life who actually cares if you live or die when you're never really cared yourself before.
... It's a long story, and honestly I'm... still not quite sure myself.
[Sure he'd been hitting on Luo Wenzhou, but just to be a little shit. And then that fucking guy has the gall to come back at him with feelings!]
I honestly thought he despised me, because for years, I made his life hell by insisting that my mother hadn't killed herself and her death was murder and his investigation was not thorough enough.
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[ Lennon laughs and he leans back in his seat and stares at the glass and the wine that is all probably worth more than most shit that he owns put together. He doesn't say anything about it, though. He'll enjoy the luxury. ]
Does he have good reason to worry about you?
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If you had asked me that a year ago, my answer would have been an emphatic 'no'.
Now... I guess he's been worrying about me for the past nine years now, so it's not like he can just stop, and while I thought I was doing ok considering my circumstances, it turns out I don't have healthy coping mechanisms.
[A not towards the wine bottle and he starts sipping at his own glass.]
It's kind of difficult to have someone in your life who actually cares if you live or die when you're never really cared yourself before.
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Lennon takes the wine glass and starts to sip and... well... that is some good wine. He sighs as he studies the other. ]
Does anyone have healthy coping mechanisms?
[ If so, Lennon has yet to meet them. He gives a nod at the latter statement, though. ]
Must be nice even if it's difficult, though.
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But it's not as effective or fast as this.
[he'll drain the rest of his glass. Maybe he's drinking a bit too fast.]
I don't know. Only two people were ever nice to me and until very recently, he wasn't even on the list, so...
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Nothing is.
[ Alcohol, drugs. Lennon has done his fair share but it's usually not something of such a high quality. ]
Sounds like a weird situation then maybe.
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It is kind of weird. I mean...
He's the police officer who investigated my mother's death.
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So...how did that happen, point a to point b I mean.
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[Sure he'd been hitting on Luo Wenzhou, but just to be a little shit. And then that fucking guy has the gall to come back at him with feelings!]
I honestly thought he despised me, because for years, I made his life hell by insisting that my mother hadn't killed herself and her death was murder and his investigation was not thorough enough.