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"Don't let it go to your head," Lennon says and drops onto the bed as well, stretching before moving to cuddle in close to him.

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“But honeyyyy,” Hunter whines again briefly before he repents and turns a little to return the snuggle.

He’s quiet and then there’s a little nuzzle into the others hair, “really…thank you…this place feels like home. Not home back where we came from but like…a real home…”

He was alone back where they came from.

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"Ugh," Lennon snorts, elbowing him at being called honey again. He relaxes, though, closing his eyes.

"It...really does..." Lennon says quietly. "I haven't had one...in a long time."

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“I don’t even remember what one is like,” Hunter admits, shifting to tangle them up a little better.

He sighs, “my parents sent me away when I was like…eight,” he frowns and closes his eyes, “I was already an adult by the time I was let out.”

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Lennon curls into Hunter, one arm sliding around him and he nuzzles him.

"Oh," he murmurs. There's so much that he doesn't know about Hunter.

"I was a teenager when my parents kicked me out..."

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There’s a lot that all of them don’t know about each other. But this is a start. This is nice. It isn’t scary for him here.

Being honest here somehow gets him understanding. Being honest back home got him medicated and abandoned.

“The past doesn’t matter here…” he murmurs and kisses the top of Lennons head. “People care about us here.”

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Lennon tightens his arm around the other. He knows he's not alone here anymore and that neither is Hunter.

"Do you know the reason Dae put the question about babies on the application?"

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Hunter tips his head a little and opens his eyes, “…you guys want a baby?”

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Lennon flushes a little bit he nods slightly. It’s the first time he’s talked about this with someone other than Daeshim. It started when were feeling weird some stuff he said… but after…

“I told him I want a family,” Lennon murmurs. “And he wants to make one with me…”

He still can hardly believe it. “He told me we’re already a family, the two of us but… I think we all kind of are.”

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Given where they are and the fact that he’s now living with a real fae and a vampire - it isn’t the most outlandish thing he could hear. A baby. They want a baby.

Idly, he strokes his fingers through Lennons hair and thinks about that for a bit.

“He was making sure we were okay with it before you two decided to have us,” he says thoughtfully, “How is that going to be possible though?”

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Lennon is kind of glad the other doesn’t freak out about him telling him that. He just relaxes and the anxiety of admitting a dream that he’d held so secret for so long starts to be soothed away.

“He can…switch his gender.”

Lennon’s not sure how to word it better.

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Hunter is quiet, blinking up at the ceiling for a bit as he lets that information settle in his brain.

“Well, that’ll be adorable,” he finally says, “does that make you Daddy then?”

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Lennon laughs and then groans at the other saying 'Daddy'. "Ugh," he shakes his head. "I don't know. Maybe. It's kind of weird isn't it?"

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Shifting a little, because he’s gonna have to get used to this damn fluffy tail, he makes a sound like he disagrees.

“Two guys having a baby? Nah. I think it’s sweet.“ he pauses and tips his head before he tickles his tail under Lennons nose, “none of this is weird to me.”

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Lennon scrunches his nose when the other's tail tickles at him and he grabs it, maybe holding onto it after too.

"You don't think I'd be a horrible parent?"

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Hunter doesn’t seem to mind the tail grab. He reaches around to brush Lennons hair back so he can see him better, “Just cause yours were horrible doesn’t mean you will be. Just remember that. I think it’ll be hard but I don’t think you’ll be horrible.”

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Lennon holds onto his tail and then kind of pulls it in toward himself like a fluffy stuffed animal that just happens to attach to a person.

"I know but... I'm... me."

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“Mmph—“ another little shift and Hunter shakes his head again, “yeah. You’re you. What’s that got to do with being a good parent or not? You care about the people you care about. You’ll be good with your baby.”

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He'll pull it another time just to see what kind of reaction he gets. He sighs quietly, fingers rubbing the fur on the tail and his brow furrowing.

"What if I make them messed up like me?"

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“You won’t make the same mistakes,” Hunter insists and closes his eyes again, “you’ll be better. And if you mess up? You aren’t alone at least.”

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"I'm afraid, Daeshim will finally see what a fuck up I am..." Lennon whispers.

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“You’re not a fuck up. You had a hard life and had to adapt. That isn’t the same thing.”

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Lennon shakes his head and sighs. "It kind of is the same thing."

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Hunter fumbles a little bit then swats the others ass, “Shut up. You’re going to be fine.”

He breathes a sigh, “And I’ll say it again - you’re not alone. We’ll all help.”