[ Lennon is quiet, his head nuzzling the others shoulder and the…
conversation is weird and makes him skittish and anxious. He can’t even put
that into words. Maybe it’s because the word love is scary — maybe
thrilling to think about too…
but he knows that he can’t say their beavers— what a strange
comparison but he thinks he gets it. He bites his lip and lets the flair of
pain help him focus. ]
I don’t know. It’s different for different people… I… I’m… it’s not that
we’re beavers. I’m just…
[ He fidgets with the cup before leaning over Daeshim to set it to
the side completely for now. ]
It’s just that, I can’t help but compare myself to them. Jasper… both of
them. And I get jealous and… I feel like I’m an intruder somehow. And I
know you don’t want me to feel like that and you try to fix it but. I just
do and maybe I’ll get past it eventually…
[ he swallows. ]
I could never ask you to just… be… a beaver. It’s not who you are.
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[ Lennon is quiet, his head nuzzling the others shoulder and the… conversation is weird and makes him skittish and anxious. He can’t even put that into words. Maybe it’s because the word love is scary — maybe thrilling to think about too…
but he knows that he can’t say their beavers— what a strange comparison but he thinks he gets it. He bites his lip and lets the flair of pain help him focus. ]
I don’t know. It’s different for different people… I… I’m… it’s not that we’re beavers. I’m just…
[ He fidgets with the cup before leaning over Daeshim to set it to the side completely for now. ]
It’s just that, I can’t help but compare myself to them. Jasper… both of them. And I get jealous and… I feel like I’m an intruder somehow. And I know you don’t want me to feel like that and you try to fix it but. I just do and maybe I’ll get past it eventually…
[ he swallows. ]
I could never ask you to just… be… a beaver. It’s not who you are.