[ Lennon reluctantly lets go of the other's cock then and shifts to scoot back just a little bit. He looks down at the blanket beneath them, rubbing it with his fingers briefly. How does he talk about any of this? He doesn't know how and he's frustrated that it's even a thing that exists and needs to be talked about.
He's used to being the placeholder but Daeshim is good at making him feel like more, making him wish it was more. For once, there's someone he doesn't want to lose in his life again and he hates it. How did he let that happen? ]
I... you just reminded me about Jasper is all.
[ Does he have to explain why that had upset him? He purses his lips and looks off to the side, biting down on his lip. ]
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He's used to being the placeholder but Daeshim is good at making him feel like more, making him wish it was more. For once, there's someone he doesn't want to lose in his life again and he hates it. How did he let that happen? ]
I... you just reminded me about Jasper is all.
[ Does he have to explain why that had upset him? He purses his lips and looks off to the side, biting down on his lip. ]
I'm sorry. It's stupid.