[ Lennon is quiet and he knows that Daeshim doesn't lie and he can trust that he won't do it again. He presses closer to him and softly kisses his neck once.

When the question is turned back on him, Lennon is quiet for a long time but he knows it's okay. Daeshim will wait for him to talk. Finally, he clears his throat. ]

A few things... I guess... I don't want to stop feeding Baein but I don't want you to be upset with me...

[ There's a pause. ]

And... I really meant it when I said I wouldn't top anyone else.

[ His mind is rolling over everything that had happened. The two hardest things are still not broached yet. ]