[ baein doesn't know why he's allowing his, but whatever it is that keeps him there isn't letting go, and baein can't even protest when lennon tugs him closer or especially not when he says he wants him. the word curls into a tight coil in baein's chest. he almost feels like when he's drunk but this is more... he feels more, he's more lucid while at the same time feeling dazed.
so when lennon brushes against him, baein's soft noise turns a little desperate as he tries to both shift closer but also battle with himself about it all. lennon wants him? it's so incredibly hard to wrap his mind around that fact, though it does nothing to dispel baein's flush, now spreading on his cheeks and down to his chest. his chest where baein's ribcage constricts a little both with the knowledge that lennon isn't staying around, but also that baein... baein wants to follow but he can't do that. even like this, he's aware.
in the end, baein forces himself to pull away a little more, even though he burns on the inside from it, because he can see that lennon is so out of it he probably can't even move by himself. ]
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so when lennon brushes against him, baein's soft noise turns a little desperate as he tries to both shift closer but also battle with himself about it all. lennon wants him? it's so incredibly hard to wrap his mind around that fact, though it does nothing to dispel baein's flush, now spreading on his cheeks and down to his chest. his chest where baein's ribcage constricts a little both with the knowledge that lennon isn't staying around, but also that baein... baein wants to follow but he can't do that. even like this, he's aware.
in the end, baein forces himself to pull away a little more, even though he burns on the inside from it, because he can see that lennon is so out of it he probably can't even move by himself. ]
Y-you should go back...
[ it's a croak, voice breathy and wavering. ]